"Sorry man, I intend to rest at home for today"

Oh boy, that's the first. I couldn't bear to say no, but I think I've to have a break after a month's worth of activities/or-absolutely-anything already. Simple choices like this can be hard sometimes.

Well, got a number of things to write, CHRIS'S BIRTHDAY(Shy boy's 15 already ah) But today's time at home need's the mention.

I literally slacked. I don't see going out and lepaking as slacking. So yea... you get the drift. I finally touched the guitar. Hold it. Played it. Sang along. And it felt goood. Yeaaaa the guitar never fails to bring sanity and serenity and sublimity and, all the chim S, peace-related word lah. Music's wonderful.

And I got to watch the afternoon cartoons, reality shows, informative shows(HISTORY CHANNEL), and etc. Jakon as it may sound, I rarely got to catch them. Oh, Jakon's actually a tribe in Malaysia.

And I had a good sleep. And I got the study feel again. Poweerrrr ahhhhhh. Have to deal with procrastination first, any subscribed antidotes/meditation or something? Coz procrastination can really be a waste of time. The worst is, I'm enjoying it! ahhhhh

I'm a big brother for today. My little cousin, Rifqi, 6, is sleeping over. He sang his edition of Spiderman and I figured the guitar chords for it. "Spiderman, spiderman. I can see your underwear" It sounded nice, lol.

Caution: I'm gonna blab alot below

7 years back
Your friend: YOU BIG HEAD!
You : YOU DINASOUR HEAD!

Presently
Your friend: YOU BIG HEAD!
You : Okay...

It's amazing how maturity affects how we talk, move, look, behave. I wanna be a psycologist(spelling? i dont wanna check the dictionary, i'm slacking rmb) until GGC said we're gonna be handling those MI kinda people. It's a tough job. If I can't settle my own problem, how can I even settle others? Yea... that's quite true, though it's a little shallow.

Hmm I think by analysing other people's behaviour and helping with their probems, we can know more about ourselves. And improve ourselves, as a person. Yea... life's complicated.

Back to maturity. Maturity's a good thing ah, but it has it's symptoms.

Silence means consent. Silence can do wonders. It's only when you're silent, you think, thoroughly. Yea, when you're more mature, you'll talk less, coz you know which are the words to say and the ones that are not to. Simply said, there's no point of talking more. And when you stop talking, you'll think and think and think. In the bus, train, while walking, in the toilet or absolutely anywhere. Yeaa, and when you think thoroughly, you'll start analysing the different angles towards something. And you'll see the good points and the bad. And you'll be afraid, afraid in terms of anything, after knowing other's weaknesses and strengths.

Well, always look at other's good points, never the bad. That's what my grandma told me. True. Okay, do this simple exercise(like some motivator seh, loll). Close your eyes(if you close how to see the next steps right, okay close after that), you see a street, you see the person you dislike helping an old lady cross the road, you see your siblings growing up into a successful responsible person, you see your hated teacher helping out in the old folk's home, you start seeing the good of everyone. How'd that felt mannn. Gooood. Ah...

Okay, maturity's a good thing, like I said. Like how you see maturity not's a good thing when you think alot. Ahhhhhhhhh, I'm having those thinking-thoroughly again. Ahhhh, complicated. Thinking again, life's more complicated when we get older, life's simpler back then. Ahh complicated.

Shoot, I'm looking at other people's bad points of looking at other people's bad points. AHHHH. Maturity. See what I mean?

Anyways:

If everyone's a child, there's gonna be world peace.

If every single person on earth has friendster, there's gonna be world peace.

Be a kid. Stop the hate, Spread the love. Where is the love? There, where? where?

Ahhh, think I'm too optimistic, it's not a good thing. Okay, that's pessimism. Alaaa