I decided to ground myself, starting from today. nyeknyeknyek (my new self-made laughter)

I've been going out everyday, and I really wanna spend sometime alone and do some productive things like reading a good book for instance. Ohh, andddd I'm literally alone (with my nenek). My family's overseas and they left me hereee. No lah... I didn't intend to go, coz I've got a feeling that there'll be important stuffs this week. Come to think of it, I changed my mind, I wanna goooooooo after Ibrahimul Azizul cancelled the meeting for SS project. Aiya, I don't mind going to Melaka alone. Wooots.

I just learned that I can only study effectively alone, in the outdoors, at night. Like the time I did my work in NUH at midnight, like the time I went to esplanade library with hazim at night(he doesn't talk to me, phew, so i'm considered alone). If only school was during the nightt.

Talking about night school, it reminded me of this, "Yo momma so black, she was marked absent in her night school" nyeknyeknyek

I shall note down what I did, I'll try to remember:
-Chris Bday
-Kendarat
-Training
-Window shop attempts
-Then, shopping spreeee with famileeee
-Pool at The Arena(this secluded place around Jurong)
-Sentosa with TT team
-Bowling at Kim Seng (the place've been knocked down few days after we went, really sad)
-Hilmi's gig
-Study dates (with HMT ^^)
-Lots of lepaking I must say (once in Al-Falah mosque, cool place, got air con)
-And those little wonders I had

Today, walked from Lot 1 to BPP with Ryan. Wanted to play some TT, but it's late. So why not, let's walk home. Nyeknyeknyek. "I thought olympic or some sort of chim competition sia, suddenly SEA games" That's how updated we are. All I know is Singapore's soccer's going to the semis! Baguss ahhh. Ohh noo, I missed the match. ARGH. Talk about updated. Anws, let's cheer

Red and white,
red and white,
Singapore and Arsenal
Fight Fight Fight!

Yea, I wasted my time well. Not. Doing nothing's a waste of time. And I'm gonna do just that by staying at home. Ahhh

If I keep going out, I'll be losing out in terms of my studies. If I don't, I'll have no time to enjoy myself next year, coz it'll be a busy year for sure. Dangg. So which one which one. Aiya

This is my plan for next year's everyday(it'll sound emo):
Go home straight after school
Open newspaper (just by looking at it makes me feel accomplished)
3 hours studying
2 hours on guitar
1 hour on poetry
Early goodnight sleep

Nyek nyek nyek

Maybe Nyek nyek nyek sounds a tad too bizarre, i'll just stick with Ha Ha Ha(!)

(Hai, I've been writing posts about me trying to study, but there's no time to do so, this shall just be a reminder :] )